A 'desperate' LOVE LETTER, (maak bikin aku nangis)

honey,
really i love u so deeply
and i miss u so much
u are not a bad person for me
becouse for me
you are my ****,
who live inside myheart
with everybeat of my heart
with everybreath that i take
like blood in my body
i cant live with out u
a day with out u seem to long and so sad

i need u in all the way, all the day
on my mind is only you, all your love and care
in my eyes only your face, your smile, your bright of your eyes
when i think, only about you
when i sleep,
i dream about u
u with me, even in crowd people
not only when im alone
i always miss u

honey,
when will u c my heart
when will u understand mylove for u

i will always love u
even Allah didnt let me together with u
and destiny make we part
love will still grow in this heart
and i will keep our love
till my death

BROKEN INTO PIECES

do u ever knew
do u ever felt
when u heart broke into pieces
when true love have to face of the truth
that love can be beat by angryness
and u felt that u can wake up again
and come to ur end day of loving
and never ending days for still keep the lost deepest love inside
felt like billion poisoned knive slice ur heart in every second u took a breath
true love gone not becouse not there's no more loves between couple
but because angriness close the heart to see the truth and to confess the love
and still the true love will be remind
and keep all goodness
just we have to dare to open heart
and choose that love as the main and take all for love
for granted
and pray to Allah, to ease every pain

SADNESS, HURT & LIE

tell me about love..
it is only about sadness,hurt and lie
becouse only doubt between two heart
in the name believeness become tool to hurt each other
even didnt prove to be cheating or to be cheated
believing in true love become nothing
angryness
madness
cover all comitment of love with bad emotion
no self defense, becouse it wont heard by closed heart and mind
and all died
because asked to be die
love is just a tool of traps and lie for get fulfill the passion
and now become a killer statement
yes, there will somebody will die for love
no one will cry
because this love only the secret
of unspoken and untold story
no one know that a love will be kill someone
just among two heart
who hurt each other even have deeply love