A 'desperate' LOVE LETTER, (maak bikin aku nangis)

honey,
really i love u so deeply
and i miss u so much
u are not a bad person for me
becouse for me
you are my ****,
who live inside myheart
with everybeat of my heart
with everybreath that i take
like blood in my body
i cant live with out u
a day with out u seem to long and so sad

i need u in all the way, all the day
on my mind is only you, all your love and care
in my eyes only your face, your smile, your bright of your eyes
when i think, only about you
when i sleep,
i dream about u
u with me, even in crowd people
not only when im alone
i always miss u

honey,
when will u c my heart
when will u understand mylove for u

i will always love u
even Allah didnt let me together with u
and destiny make we part
love will still grow in this heart
and i will keep our love
till my death